aishiteru to itte kure

2008-08-13T11:38:00.002+08:00

woah nver blog in a long time si bei busy sia nid to study for prelims sigh screwed up my social studies but confirm pass in sci =) his is in 2 days time and hav spa tml sigh cant relax i relax too long oledy.............

2008-08-08T19:13:00.002+08:00

sigh finally i finished my dnt now another part of my dnt the FOLIO.......i noe i nver blog for dam long sia but busy need to study sia now dam tired and the missionaries are outside my room sia....feeling dam stress all te pimple come out sia......walau no seminary nxt mon since hols sia i wanna go play bball in church sobs......

2008-07-12T17:24:00.002+08:00

hehehehehehe change blogskin aft awhile tat was my longest time i kept a blogskin hehehe now got to study for geog dev test....thinking abt it i went to geog supplementary class for nth i learn nth but i decided to buck and do my wkbk which made me read my text bk which den made me think and understand yay........a1 is in grasp for dnt according to my dnt teacher she proud of a few of us now nid to do my folio well to get tat a1 still nearly completed it unlike junfei so fast 1 wk finish liao soooo happy now must go study cya......

2008-07-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

ouch nplayed to much basketball today for 3hrs leh tio blister sia and the worse part is inside the bubble is blood not sum kind of watery liquid......ate at golden rooster rather ns to go back there once in a while its liek awesome simple but filling den me mike and brian played pool i totally owed them but once brian beat me now wtching tv sians cant study at home in my room the living room is always noisy my room is always hot the fan isnt string and the air con is maiking some strange noise like when the robot moves front or something liek tat if i do the robot in my room ppl wld think im a robot......now my bro dun let mi play his psp conm sucks and cant study wat can be worst at least now i may be able to take the lift...heheheh scemming.......

white hair!!!!

2008-07-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

argh feeling stress for the 4th time in my life all since sec 2.......my mom pluck out white hair from my head omg argh tooooooooo much homework cant really handle it nid more time sia dammit all i noe tml i am gonna die but still trying my best not suppose to use com anyway and i wasted 4hrs today wof ryan leo and samuel..........noooooo time waste time=money but the time spent was relaxing sia we ate first den we went yamaha play piano oooo quite cool ryan play all the chinese song den got kiked out of yamaha den we go another music shop play more music and we left not kiked out we saw the old granny lking pissed hahahahaha we went samuel hs to bad ryan cld not come but samuel is vry good at the organ and i did not noe the organ had so many paddles now must chiong arghhhh dun think i shld go watch movie wif mike tml since 1 im broke and 2 i cant afford to waste anymore time i still nid 147 min more to watch les miserables damit lah im gonna come on9 less often now maybe even rarely sigh and the diff frm tis post and the last post so long i nvr post sigh my bro com is screwed up oso now got prob.....(DOTZ)...

amazing!!!

2008-06-25T20:38:00.002+08:00

joel knock sum sense into me when he said we had 12 wks left to 'o' lvls so now im mugging liek dog and the occasion play/blog/chat my hp com tv will be turn offed first time i m so serious abt studying and for the longest time oso last yr i made a record it was 5 days i studied dis yr it wil become evryday frm now on so dun disturb mi dam sians nid study liao omg i wanna get 10 pts well can i

omg!!!!!

2008-06-21T11:16:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhh i cut my hair now its super SHORT!!! and i look super akward now noooooooooooooooooooooo i wan my 'long' hair back sobzzzzzzz i finally started studying and i realize i hav alot to catch up on arghhhhhhhhh.......

crazy!!!!

2008-06-20T09:56:00.002+08:00

OMG nver blog for abt 1wk sia too busy wif sch and other stuff...........nid to conc. and become a mugger liao o lvls are nearing and i haven started studying isit my DOOM!!!!!!!!!!my bro say its easy but u think i can believe him wif his score all he say tat the teacher are scaring u to make u work harder the super teens camp no effect sia...... damit lah why is there this com in front of mi.........arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

YC-Regretable/not

2008-06-12T20:52:00.003+08:00

hehehe group 6 photo at the time we were abt to go home tooo bad andy left early sigh hehehe grp 6 pwned all the other group sia dam ns......

lol every1 who hav a blog and went fr yc are blogging abt their exp in yc.... im patially regretting goin for yc i wld have finish my dnt artifact if i nver go tml last day to finish noooooooooooo...im 60~70% complete today i go do nth much vacuum form all of it failed n00000000000000 well overall yc was ok other den the food cant be compared to last years and nooooooo dunnoe how many ppl last yc is tis yr nxt yr vry little ppl nooooooo now must prepare for 0 lvls sobs dam sian conc. on dnt first den geog must chiong liao stop playing comsob s yc dance tml goin aft sch tml dammit......
today was ok sia eat at newton suprise wee al ate muslim food oooooooo maybe cuz 4 of us were malay(includin mi hehehehe) played big 2 at sch (dunnoe how to spell tite) den blackjack tats when we started using money all used 10 cents oni i backer cuz no S$ i use leftover ringgit frm yc ooooo i keep on bursting den i won oni abt 3 games at first den lost alot when every 1 put in all their money i won all their money hahahahahaha won ony abt $3+++++ hehehe wasted my time at dnt today arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

sigh

2008-06-07T14:57:00.002+08:00

sad feel so stressed mayb i shld just not go for yc maybe i wil go there to waste time

time is wat i rly nid rite now i haven done my geog work i haven fininsh my dnt so how liek tat how 2 cope

prelims is liek 5 wks frm sch opening sigh nid to catch up on my studies but how feeling dam stressed maybe i shld relly not go

oooo

2008-06-06T00:58:00.001+08:00

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emo~ing

2008-06-05T19:37:00.002+08:00

im looking at the dark stormy clouds out of my windows and it constantly reminds mi of how im feeling.

dnt making mi stressed all of a sudden my product is 50% done and my teacher is putting much of the pressure on mi believing i can get A1 i may be able to get it but im stressedddddddd...

den frens reminded mi my prelims if vry soon liek 7 wks away and i haven started my geog hw

feel liek backing out of yc den able to catch up now i may be able to catch up but stress lvl going to high im exploding......

sigh feel vry sick and yc is in 4days time......shld be happy but not

ahhhhh chooooo

2008-06-02T19:47:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my com sucksssssssssssssssssssss

hate it just rebooted and now all my heavy song gone sobs!!!!!

dam bloody tired slpt at 530 am woke up at 7....

dam sick now sia must be the lack of slpt been slping l8 the past few days

wah dnt the whole day again lucky get to go out during lunch

we went out go orchard lucky my sch near orchard

aft lunch we went border go magazine sections hehehe

jun er went buy fhm sia oooooooooo wah they nver say anything unliek 7 eleven

to bad he had to go off early or else we all in the class "rding" sia

my bro is a fucker bloody asswhole dun wan return my $200

SIANZ

2008-06-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

stupid com so f*cking slow bloody fustrated wif it sia

dam com lah bs i wanna buy new com but no money

any1 hav $50 to spare can lend mi

bs tml i hav dnt at 9 am dunnoe wat time i will end

dnt project dam hard wanna just drop it but cant 1 of my stronge sub

feel liek changeing my blog url extractsofemoworld--->mygenocidethoughts

dammit

2008-05-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

walau vry busy cant come on9 much go sch everyday 8-5 worse den normal sch days sia wtf lah

dnt dam hard sia my project rly too complex for u to be able to comprehend its complexity

ahhhhhhhhhhhh wanna giv up but i ony take 6 sub liek wtf........wtf lah i do so well for chem den

no nid go for chem class fren kaopei mi juz cuz i got 41/50 and i studied ony for 1 hr dam

stressed hols become worst den norm sch days so busy till cant use com bull sia....

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2008-05-26T23:52:00.006+08:00

wtf lah tio scolded den my dad bs mi so much say no more computer till o lvls and here im using my bro com IN UR FACE.....walau wanna run away frm home so wat sia my parents dun wanna tok to dem.....my bro bought the m1 wireless modem any whr can use so noob dam slow but still at least i can use com i watch video must w8 4eva to w8 for it to buffer so dam slow yawn feel dam slpy tml hgav to go back to sch whrs the justce its sch hols i wanna slp in dammit bro not home so can use the com yay just as i wnna play come the whole nite i become slpy wtf tml hav math remedial boring stupid teach make mi fail my geog and my math not my fault i become sick on tat day rite stupid crimson chin math fail sia i get 16/50 for geog paper to my % become 16% cannot count sia 16/50 x 100 =32 lah crimson chin may b hans teach but he aint as gd as math as a pri student now im contemplating whether to slp or play a vry ssssssllllllllooooowwwwwww com not slping 1 nite-drink 6 pint of beer so shld i b drunk or rested.......

failureT.T

2008-05-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

im so stressed now and sad........
dun feel liek doing anything feel so depressed aft get results....
wtf lah failed 3 subject 2 cuz i was abs so they take my paper 2 and x2 wtf
so i failed badly cuz i did dam badly for my paper 2...
combine humans expacted to fail lah ut math and geog wtf...
all my fail all f9 so sad...
my higest is ony b3 my combine sci screwed up prac
and swrewed phy stupid lah my chem a1 my phy c5
~~~~SOBZ~~~~
shld i go back to old habits or try new stuff
i dun wan tell m parents my results sia
tml hav sch 4km run i tell u dam alot of ppl gonna skip sch yea
including mi dunnoe wat to do abt m results
did btr den alot of ppl stilll
i got the white slip yeah tot i get pink dam lucky
ppl btr de mi get pink
i dam scared b4 i get the slip might get blue slip
hols im fully booked sia
now im scared cannoit complete my dnt project sia hav so many
classes so how now dammit........
~~~~~SOBZ~~~~SOBZ~~~~~~SOBZ~~~~~~

sianz

2008-05-14T21:04:00.003+08:00

today dam sian.......
went seminary den play bbal til 9.30 den went lan
1st time i use tide hunter but not bad lah...
came home slp sianz...
just went out to do the sumthing im not suppose to do
im underage sumore no thnks to my bro go buy den give mi the rest
dam lah tml sch start at 11.15 my dad dun wa send mi wtf
..............................................................................
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girl im sry i noe u deserve the best of everything..
im sry i broke your heart
im willing to change but will u ncome back
will you forgive mi
will you let mi giv you sweet dreams
but will sry mean anything to u

2008-05-13T19:53:00.002+08:00

yay MYES nearly over sia today dnt paper quite hard sia nver study wont be top anymore for dnt maybe can past maybe hard cuz nver study at least last yr i study for 3o min tis yr ony 5 min....... tml no sch yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy last MYE is sci prac on thurs hav to be at sch at 11+ wah go seminary den come home lol den go back sch ...................sianz nth to do at home

I MISS YOU

2008-05-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

A lot of time have passed by since you left mi.....
who is the person you are smilling wif now????
you will alwys stay beautiful wif ur blinding smile..
you are so precious tat nth ese is worthy......
i was thankful for the time you allowed me to be wif you....
i was happy.....
even if I were to be reborn again.....
even if I were to live another life....
if i were to meet you again, i wld still fall in love wif you....
even if i were to be left wof more painful scars....
i'd nver regret it....the chne i had to love you...
the reason i keep becoming weaker....
is cuz of you...
can we ever find our lost time and be happy once more....
sry seems meaning less to wat i've done......
will w8 for mi to change i noe i no longer am who i used to be....
but will you come back to mi if i said i love you once more.......
the tears on your cheek will u let mi wipe dem off.....
my heart just sink at the sight or ur sadness will u let mi cheer u up one last time......

2008-05-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

long time no blog sia....... any1 study i noe tats 1 of my best subject but still nid study and its tml ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nver study dunnoe wats coming out sia.... confirm wont top kingsley and ryan study their chem liek dog but can still bit leo and loads of ppl nid brush up on my mole 4got every thing abt it man......got all my mole concepts wrong sia.....monday no sch how fun and today mlb can do both paper in less den 45 min why waste time do 2 paper in 2 hrs so waste lor sigh but aft tat stay in sch play psp wif my frens yay frm 11+ to 1 pm omg 3 hrs wasted can study came home suppose study den my dad tell mi whr the modem so i wanna play for 1 hr become 2.5 hrs nid study liao........any1 think my bro singing suks i think so he thinks its dam good my 8@11$ its good dem lousy thinking he the next reuben studdard more liek the next william hung EHHHH DUN TELL HIM I SAY TIS OR TOK ABT IT.......sigh nid study so SIANZ hate exam hate 'o' lvls 1st 2nd 4th wk nid go bak to sch wtf so ony can hav hols during 3rd wk yc camp yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

2008-05-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

omg phy and maths paper 2 tml i did not even go for math paper 1 lol did not study for phy ahhhhhhhh worse case senario i fail anyway f*@$ it lah du bother rather conc. on chem and geog paper 2 lolloololollololololol bored......did not do much today parents took away modem in the morning so cant use it i noe i suppose go to church but sickness came back lastnite till 3.30 am den i can finally slp woke up told mi mum too tired so nver go church.......STUPID intestine infecton.....ive read it in the stars tat were suppose to be together do u believe mi????the planets are arrange to tell mi u nid a shoulder why do big events ony wake mi up frm my obliviousness and stupidity....i noe tat tat shld not hav happen ony if i had taken btr care of u.....will come back too my side and can we watch the stars together??????

2008-05-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

Being emo in my dads car
experimenting at home.....
BORED!!!nid i say more

FIERCE~ROAR~

2008-05-02T10:03:00.001+08:00

Death is my friend, he always stands with me
Death is my friend, open for the world to see
Death is my friend, He's there when I cross the street
Death is my friend, and he'll be there when my heart beats its last beat

2008-05-02T08:05:00.002+08:00

im feel liek crap. last nite was worse started hav intense stomach ache at 11 and had diarhea vomited occasionally continued till 1am my mom same thing so we go hospital till 3 amm in the hospital feel btr but just as we were leaving the intense stomach come back wtf. just woke up sia miss my geog and math paper 1. noooooooooooooooooooooooo i wanna take dem.......

2008-05-01T14:13:00.002+08:00

im strumming my guitar and tears flow down my cheek,
all i can think is of our past,
i wanna say i lurv u but will u let mi,
how will this song go,
is saying i lurv u enuf,
im sry of wat happen i wanna c ur smile again,
i c ur picture n start to break down,
will u ever come back,
tis song is for u all i wan to do is sing it to you,
i noe i shld't done tat but will u 4giv mi,
i ...just wan to say will u come back n2 my arms,
and the pain feels unbearable but i will continue,
tis may sound so ordinary but wat else can i say,
tis song is just for you ......its just for you
those words come frm my heart,
im bleeding on the inside,
and crying on the out,
can we go back to tat time,
whr we were so happy,
and now ill think of you in this dark space,
will you come and save mi,
how will this song end,
o will u 4giv mi im so sry,
but i noe tat sry isnt enuf for u,
i noe tat i cant hold u liek i use to,
i will do anything to c ur sweet smile,
but how will i do tat,
and now i will end ony noeing tat i still luve u........

2008-04-27T22:06:00.003+08:00


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2008-04-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

You will take over South Korea using only an emo face

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2008-04-27T21:48:00.001+08:00

You are a romantic flirt

You view each crush you have as the potential ONE. You are inclined to write poems and give gifts to show that you care about them. You are also inclined to win your crush over with all the attention that you lavish upon them.

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2008-04-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

You are 0% evil

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2008-04-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

You are 78% Emo

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2008-04-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

吃醋是因為喜歡你, 生氣是因為在乎你, 發呆是因為太想你, 傷心只是因為不想失去你．．．傳給２ｏ個人，明天就會人跟你告白．今晚就會人說同你講我愛你很靈如果沒傳出去‧ 就會失去你鐘意既人,,,永遠孤單

2008-04-26T21:30:00.003+08:00

today was ok sia stay home till 12 den went to spca for sum ym activity waste of time i went late sia den han and ern reached at 1 and the rest reached at 2 hahahahahahaha ern shoe tio chewed up by 1 dog we all go there c cats and dogs den we pet dem LOLOLLOLOLOLOLOL we and john were stuck in the cage by 1 husky so excited it keep on jumping onto the gate sia den jumped onto its waterbowl splash onto mi and john liek wtf sia den 1 i stayed at 1 cat for awhile it lieked mi scratching its ear oooooo den went home hahahaha total waste of time tiao cld have studied for his exam on wed .........................

2008-04-25T19:32:00.003+08:00

ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZz feeling dam slpy wanna slp... just came home frm playing bbal wif mike and jong......we play wif nanhua sec commonwealth sec and new town sec....comonwealth ppl are arrogant they nearly won us me and mike wif newtown challenge common wealth... no chioce dey wanna play dirty i play rough i inured a few of dem hahahahahahahaha the comonwealth ppl like wanna fight mi but to chicken i taller den some of dem an stronger den all of dem bunch of arrogant LOSERS!!!!!!!!!!!!today had eng mid yrs sians was ok lah nxt paper on wed heng sia got time to study for ss and his..... wanna slp badly so tired.........

2008-04-21T15:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday was dam bullshit. stupid father bulshit in the car i den felt vry emo nearly slash if not for thinking marion will bullshit mi even more(sry marion) abt slashing myself so nvr but still thinking abt it..........nid to study do fhe and do my testimonial sia lah any1 can help mi wif my testimony and my dnt project i nid inspiration i dun hav any sobs exam on fri den i nver study yet ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i feel dam emo...........today was ok boring till recess mt was fun me and sean were insulting each other mothers hahahahahaha..........

2008-04-19T11:47:00.003+08:00

sry dude and dudess nver blog for a while to busy l8ly sigh......im bored sigh nid to study for midyr sia dun think i can pass all my subjects if i do i no nid go back to sch for remedial on the 1st and 4th wk of the june hols..... mayb i can go for yc yeah stupid siti made me go for dnt consultation doing ideation expand the idea till it became nth i made her get a mental block sia any 1 can help mi think of an idea dat does not exist and hav sumthing to do wif DISPLAY the topic is dam general sia wtf...feeling sick cough* cough*

2008-04-14T19:20:00.004+08:00

woke up go to seminary den sch den blah,blah,balh,blah,blah,blah!!!!!!den went to red dot museum today wif most of the upper sec dnt boys rly rly boring do nth waste time sia look at thing den manage to win the competition can u believe there were 4 glasses of diff shapes manage to get in sia....like tat my dnt project confirm go in heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh......suppose go snooker aft tat den no taxi so me barney and daniel gave up just dun bother w8 4 30 min for cab at taxi stand in cbd at 4pm wat a useless taxi stand(the 1 at capital land i think) training nearly up so must as well go home early anyway i did not plan to go for snooker anyway. feeling bored suppose to teach fhe but never prepare how.....Barney say i might b able to get in to the team yippeeeeeeeeee....... chnage blogskin again sia leroy say its childish s nvm i change fpor fun and also im bored......

2008-04-08T19:24:00.003+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry....Call I'm desperate for your voice.....Listening to the song we used to sing.....In the car, do you remember.........Butterfly, Early Summer........It's playing on repeat, Just like...........when we would meet.........Like when we would meet....Cause I was born to tell you I love you...And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine......Stay with me tonight......Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh......I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh......Cause every .......breath that you will take....When you are sitting next to me....Will bring life into my deepest hopes...And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home...I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have....Have I ruined all you've given me?????I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,....But look through that and you will see,,,,That I'll do better......I know, baby I can do better....If you leave me tonight,...I'll wake up alone,...Don't tell me I will make it on my own.....Don't leave me tonight,,,This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies...........

2008-04-08T19:19:00.003+08:00

for 1 i didnt cut so deep till blood profusely bleed out just trinkling of blood of abt 5 min not deep and pain oso......fail napfa cant jump 4 nuts ieven if u were to force to wif a gun...strecth my calf now abit painful....nid to study for my test .....dun feel like studying sia......

2008-04-05T16:01:00.003+08:00

everythin is al rite when u look me in the eyes and say tat u love mi and when ur by my side lokking n2 ur eyes i catch a glimpse of heaven and wat paradise is. how long will i have 2 w8? b4 u finally realize my love for u...i gonna tell u tat i love u so the best way i can....dreams cant take place w/o loving u and theres more den a billion reasons y its true... my heart is searching for the place it can get warmth which ony u can provide...ur e sum1 ive been lking 4...e day is nthin w/o u here ur the light which makes my darkness disappear....i ony realize tat ur the 1 tat makes tml reachable and hold my head up high.......so will u ever come back to mi

2008-04-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

had super teen sfollow up today finist at 5 den it was raining dam heavy so tried to w8 out the rain but den 6pm came so i go home wet dun bother w8 to sianz......i tot my fren swiis knife not sharp so show my fren i cut my self nth happen now i like reallly emo wif all teh cut marks on my arm lame no pain at all lor use pen knife same result no pian and the amrk will ony show liek 5 min l8r.....

2008-04-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

ran my 2.4 today i failed omg dam lah can pass but i ran wif knee and thight injury and a torn shoe can get a dumb mc so must go run so gay den half way running back pain come back sigh y so unlucky april must b fooling mi.......lame!!!!!! nth to do now sianz...

2008-03-30T14:28:00.001+08:00

went to church blah!blah!blah!blah!blah!blah!blah!blah!blah!blah!!!!!!!fund out marion did not use the ticket i gave her to the funorama wasted $10 nvm........cant od anything dammit.......

2008-03-29T05:42:00.002+08:00

woke at 3 am den found out tat i left my mp4 on the whole nite again 3rd time in a row wah sianzzzzz watching secrets again hehehehehehehehe nh much to do bro just came back......gonna go acjc l8r no tickets sia gave mine to marion nvm go there meet my frens waste time ony den go to church for sum activity.....=)

2008-03-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

well im mugging yay got n2 mugging mode ooooooo quite surprising 1st time i study so hard wah so hard wanna play com but noe i must mug nid to concentrate s i will seldom blog nowadays cuz "o" is in 6 mthns time nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sigh nd to stop playing so many distractions aya dun wanan go cca anymore i must mug i must and i will.......today was quite rojak for mi morning felt dam tired den went to sch...studied hard in sch....jun er tio caught by eng eu khim for hair den got 1 chance to cut y tml den dm caught him during recess hahahaha so tio rajufication tang came to our class to find jun er but jun er went to cut his hair not much diff den tang caught andrew and un jin for long hair.........LOL....nver catch mi heng ahh my fringe is the longest in sch sumore(i think so ony) and tang was right infrnt of mi.....acing as a gd boy dies help heheehe.....

2008-03-26T19:32:00.010+08:00

350 words

Speedtest

Beat That Lai zheng and Han.............

2008-03-24T21:19:00.003+08:00

dam sianz den went to check out other ppl blog like marion and coppied her hahahahahahaha nth to do i noe i must chiong study for o lvls nid get 4 A1s madness is wat i demonstrate...............muahahahahahaha goin insane

2008-03-24T21:13:00.001+08:00

What Sherwayne Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-03-24T00:23:00.005+08:00

this are supposed my new names

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The unbelievably long name is thomas johnston(like my name is so much longer)frm http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/120/

the super ghetto street name is wayne slapabitch(any b*tches around cuz get away frm(im being lame)http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/7131/

the emofied name is crying for despair(like its a name)http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/657/

the wu name is insane disciple(like im displine enuf to be a disciple)http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/2433/

the "if my name was an emo song it wld be stab my sanity because I want to believe in us(like im sane)http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/53/

2008-03-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

blah blah blah blahblah blah dam bored cant do anyhting today sianz not suppose to use com muahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!wasting blogging space hehehehe

2008-03-22T06:39:00.003+08:00

why do your beautiful eyes look so sad? you noe tat i love you the kind of person tat u were....... plssssss be by my side, im trembling, i will soothe u. like an idiot ive been hiding those words saranghamnida ill confess i do love u. do u noe? pls dont hide ur vulnerable heart frm mi ur frozen heart will be embraced by mi.......i don't know, but I believeThat some things are meant to be And that you'll make a better me......I never thought that dreams came true But you showed me that they do You know that I learn somethng new I always love you......If I asked would you say yes? Together we're the very best I know that I am truly blessed...........It's a touch when I feel bad It's a smile when I get mad All the little things i am....... I will be there to love you ...............

2008-03-21T21:29:00.003+08:00

so bored nth to do mug all day(play cabal oso) till dam sianz. crap lah miss the stupid fishing activity "mug" till 6pm den realize i m so late i must as well not go sad.....

2008-03-20T18:16:00.002+08:00

just came back frm ngee ann poly did 1 maths test there and got 3 omg fail han got 5 and to pass u nid get 5 ahhhhhhhhhhhh and han is our sch top boy for math hav a math and e math so dunnoe amath part except binomial theorem cldnt finish the test in 50 min omg ahhhhh b4 tat had mock exam for maths and eng maths was simple but eng was hard guess wat the compre was based on te history of english so lame mgs prelim 2007 y must put such a difficult topic maths was interesting 1st time in sec cannot use calculator for math exam shld be mugging but feel tooooooo slpy shld be like crystal and kenneth mug all day and sumtime night.....my class saw my blog and now everybody thinks im emo mayb...............dear im sry pls come back i will never do it again everytime i think of u i cry and cant stop ur the reason for my success and my life without u im worthless nth without u i shld break apart all i want now is ur 4giveness i noe if we become frens it means tat our relationship wasnt true i noe it dat ur the 1 i love...........

2008-03-19T16:43:00.002+08:00

nid to study sia........im broke spend all my money liao on books i nid to study maths especially nid help lots of it ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!bored of cabal now playing dawn of war i noe i shldnt play but i nid discipline any1 got tat?????................your tears are my pain ur pain is my death ur sorrow are my sorrows let me share ur burden once more all i can say is sry but it will never work i noe im in the wrong and now ur the cause of my bleeding heart i shld hav done it and now u left mi and now im tearing since tat fateful day the 8 letters 3 words 1 meaning has now seem to you like empty words but there true theres no other way i can say it but i love you.................

2008-03-18T17:21:00.002+08:00

wah not much time to blog sia i must try to get to a mugger mode leh mock exam is like thursday and i nid help ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sum1 teach mi i oso dunnoe wat comes out for the mock exam ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!dun feel like doing anything feel so lazy................i love u dear sry for my mistakes even though i noe u will never forgive mi anymore~T.T~..........

2008-03-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

last nite olympics was ok lah accidentally hit kandace head wif the bball twice hahahahaha b4 tat she started hitting mi wif the "hockey stick"(thick newspaper roll) but i block the few hits wif my "hockey stick" we were suppose to play dog and bone hockey......ate supper at newton met my snooker frewn reached home at 11.20 wah so "early" now nth to do so blog lor fond a new game cabal quite fun 3d version of maple ony btr hehehhehehehehehe......so hot today the weather must be screwed man it was raining dogs and cats the past week sch hols ending shld hav studied but slack to much how to do well for my 'o's sian.....................the ony way i can here ur voice and c ur face now is ony by watching our videos i shld hav express my tru lurv for u but i didnt now u feel i aint want u but i do ur ignoring mi and thinking im wif sum1 else im sad and ur gone wat can i do to get u back......

2008-03-14T13:30:00.003+08:00

Attentio every1 i change my msn email frm holyflamedragon@hotmail.com to saranghamnidabaka@hotmail.com add mi =)................im so bored nth to do watch dunnoe how many movies now so sian at least yesterday hav class activity now to day i hav sumthing on ony at night sobs so sian cant play bbal cuz injured my knee yesterday(my left knee :) omg mas selamat hahahaha) so how i nid sumthing to do sia any1 think i shld play cabal on9..........if ny i cld wake up and u were beside me and i could look at ur beatiful eyes all day and u wld always be near mi and we wld love eac other for the rest of eternity but sadly i did a mistake if ony u wld forgive mi.......i bleed on the inside and cry on the out.....even time cannot heal this wound of mine..........

2008-03-12T17:13:00.002+08:00

IM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NTH to do so sianz just woke up to do this post for dunnoe wat reason wanted to play bball but stupid rain keep pouring but i found out my bball fren acted in sch hs rock ooooooo!!!!!wow!!!!! watch kungfu dunk a 2nd time man my bro bought the cd so fast come out last month it showed its premier i can do sum of the dribbling moves but not the dunking so saaaadddddd i actually slept in front of my com dun feeel like playing any games, i 4got to go for the preparations for tml seminary class activity sobs ~T.T~...........now i feel like im in oblivion without u by me and slowly i try to find a way to escape the oblivion but only to find total darkness and then i saw u crying ur light seems to dimmed but when i last saw u smile ur light shines enveloping the darkness but now tear drops fall from the vry person i fell for my heart started to freeze and the warmth in me escaped frm it im so sry pls forgive me i promise i love u forever more and ever and w8 fro u to come back to my side.........ill let u noe saranghamnida ~T.T~

2008-03-11T20:49:00.003+08:00

just came back frm ward youth camp......quite fun but slp vr little vry short sia the camp 1.5 day 1 nite but still vry fun......hav quite stupid game like hit another person wif an egg which might b boiled or raw heng mine was boiled so eat it but unlucky ppl like germain,neal,john tio raw egg germain especially yolk all over the face all hit the gm wif egg shem tio all raw egg by bishop, bro john lee and bro oh(carefully choose the egg tat was raw)......we bonded and all but the slping part sux keep on waking up den cause 1 the fan not facing us cannot turn so hot 2 mosquito so cover ourselves wif sum lousy blanket den takeout cuz toooooooo hot den cannot tahan 4 am we go out sigh i the ldr of grp 2 vr slack ask all my group members do everything and act abi when needed sian wish was longer now at home dun feel like doing anything any1 wanna go out do anything.........(if u rd dis and wonder whr the puncutuations im sry tooooo lazy)...saranghamnida im sry...i noe i cant turn back time and do watever i cld to salvage our relationship but now i feel helpless without u by my side i wish we cld go back in time and relive the past and in the future tat we cld be by each other side forever and ever.....i wanna let u noe i still am in love wif u...

2008-03-08T08:15:00.002+08:00

sooooooo lame my phy teach put luke on the cmr for giving attitude b4 test so yesterday he suppose to be cane by my peter tan and BUCKLE(if ur frm acs u noe wat i mean) and the whole class was anticipating a good show(luke caning) in the end the phy teach ask peter tan to give 1 more chance den peter tan take like 10 min++ to tok to us in the end cannot finish sci prac ~sob~ now so bored!!!!!!!!!!........matte aishiteru to itte kure

2008-03-07T16:45:00.002+08:00

just finish death note again hehehe felt like so aft watching L change the world so bored now wat to doooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn went back to a old so called habit and i did it 5 times(chain) if ur brian or jeffrey or any1 else who no i did it last yr u noe wat i mean.............you left a whole in mi which i try to fill up but nth cld only u can do it so pls come back.............

2008-03-05T15:40:00.002+08:00

Wah! went safti yesterday dam boring, play my frens psp, hehehehe, wah went up the the tower 2 lvls(on the lift but actually 10 story) Han,Firdaus, Nicodemus ran up the stairs hahahaha 2 min record 56 sec leh wow micheal say so easy i bet he do abt 1 min + got 2nd in class for phy test lame study lesser den stupid kingsley beat him hahahahaha LOSER!!!!!!!! bet he study more den mi. I make blog dam little stuff i put on it LAME. Was playing game but vry bored sia dun feel like studying screwed up geog test man was like wanted to study it last nite but den read 1st sentennce slp liao and sumore i dunnoe today hav phy test den i c i 4got everything and sumore study dam little sia. dunnoe wat to do injured knee and raining how to play bball. watching tv so BORED leh i do this cuz bored.............................i just wanna say aishiterru to itte kure.......im sry dear....... pls 4give mi. my heart have stop since u left mi T.T im bleeding....

2008-03-01T13:30:00.002+08:00

so STRESS sia stupid o lvls part of mi wanna study most part of mi wanna play so wat to do play sobs...........stupid crimson chin just cut my hair and he caught mi for long hair sigh....... feeling so sad now nvr tok to u not u i mean her feeling so emo dun feel like tokking dun feel like eating oso

HI all

2008-02-27T20:17:00.001+08:00

HI just restarted my blog again sad old blog got deleted allllll link mi =)=)=)=)